What did i do in my life
To deserve all this pain
What did i do in my life
To have you treat me the same
The same as every girl
That i ever fucking felt for
Now i dont know if i can do this
I can't take it anymore
Maybe i have problems too
Maybe i could use help
But when i was around you
Happyness is all i felt
Now im sick and shaking
Alone and lost for words
To write down all these feelings
Really makes me hurt
Why did i trust you
Why did i alow myself to fall
Why did you even look at me
And say the love word at all
You even wrote me a poem
Saying if i ever left
You would just be all down
Miserable and upset
How this just felt right
How amazing i made you feel
Was any of that the truth
Was any of it real
How you hoped this feeling last
And you knew i felt the same
So i guess its now my turn
To never forget YOUR name
If you had feelings for me
Why are you so happy now
Why was it so easy for you
To walk away right now
Was this just a game to you
A sick game of the heart
Or did you actually mean those things
And did they come from the heart
I don't understand
Because you dont seem to care
Its like your better off without me
Your happier im not there
It seems this is easy for you
But expect me not to cry
Expect me to just walk away
And not even bother to try
Well i tired all i could
And you pushed me further away
But i dont hate you like i should
And in your life i want to stay
Even if its just as friends
I dont think thats to much to ask
We shared something special
Even if it happened fast
Every time i close my eyes
I see you in my head
And i know i can't be with you
But without you im better off dead
I know it was easy for you
To relise you could walk away
But im not asknig anything more
Then just for you to stay
Not with me just in my life
Im not asking for to much
Im not asking to lay there with you
And remember every touch
It might take time
But i hope in the end
That I just lose a lover
But i dont lose a friend
Your shits always on point son. Keep up the good work